Tuesday, Jan 20, 1885 I awoke with that awful feeling of half fright and discouragement which seems to bring the day to me in times of depression. My head felt badly and has all day. Still I have begun another picture from one of my last fall studies. I hope I can get interested in it but it is doubtful. I cam greatly depressed. Booth began his engagement last night, and there was a most friendly notice of his Iago in the Times this morning. Spent the evening at Marys.