Tuesday, Feb 10, 1880 Slept badly. Was awake twice during the night and did not awake refreshed. Cannot get rid of an overwhelming feeling of depression. Miss Silliman and Miss Curtis of New Haven called with a letter from Weir. Mrs. Gifford and Mrs. [?] called. Went to our drawing class in the evening but with model was not well and left early. Went back to Marys for a little while and then to my room, the same dull tireless round.